Why be me?

Everyone tells me,

Everything is all right.

Thats things will be fine

and will change over night.

Not one of them gets it,

Why should they so,

Their not in my prison,

With 10/20 to go.

I wont share my problems

You say there okay,

As if saying that makes a differance

or changes the way.

I feel on the inside,

Ill keep it locked up,

So you dont get the whole of me,

Just a small touch.

I hide from you because its a right decision

For no one wants to be alone

So when beautiful sadness is what makes up my heart.

Its one that you'll never know.

 

So everything is fine, I say to your ear but I've never hidden the truth

That just below this broken surface is something that hides from everyone, not just from you.

 

Edward Ramsden

 

 

This is my most recent poem and one that makes me sad, but its ok.
This is how I feel right now, I hope i can make something of it soon,

 

Its will always be ok,