Jamie

Hear I sit once more,

Alone in my dark flat,

Not a soul to speak to,

Not an god to pray to,

Just me and my thoughts,

Of past and present and of future life,

Of how I try and re-correct everything,

I fail,

For I know that Once A Ship Has Sailed,

It Shall No Longer Come to Port,

Lost in my mind,

Again another twisted reality,

Again another battered Heart,

I tried everything.,

Alas the Beating Body of the Soul Cannot Be Found,

No Remorse, No Forgiveness, No Release,

The past Gives Pain Not Pleasure,

If only there were Some Way to Take It Back,

Yet no…IM Stuck,

And With me lies The Pain of One Thousand heartaches,

IM Sorry. IM Sooo Sooo Sorry.

22/09/2004