Dont panic

I wish i could say sorry for the pain,

but you wont have to feel it much longer.

I'm nearing the end of this rope and its knotted,

Like every lump in my throat the moment it started.

Don't be sad for me, I'm fine cant you see.

Why worry, the world is bigger than me.

This note itself, wasn't intended to rhyme

But I lost everything I once called mine.

I know what you say, Everyone and everything is right here

If you stood in my head for 3 seconds, my reasons to you would be clear.

My last request will go unheard, so I wrote in a code no body will know

So after all this is over, you wont ever have to fear about me anymore.

No one ever really dies, I hear some are reborn.

To live my life over and never make friends.

So I can live alone and decide every day if I want to live or not.

You know what? I am sorry.

Sorry i couldn't be the person everyone thought I was inside.

I'm a coward and I had a promise i would make peoples lives better, not worse.

I lost my way and I hate the way I Turned out.

I tried to be a better person and am aware of unlucky some people are

Its another reason to go and let that luck and happiness fall onto someone who deserves it.

Ill make some changes and give what I can,

In the last week of living, I'll prove what I am.

The last gift of my life, is taking it away from everyone.

Thanks for the good times, although it might contradict the end result.

Just wanted you to know that I really did have fun.