A DEAD mans WALK

Oh our stories done?

before it begun?

A fun filled summer arrives without the sun.

No need to glance over your shoulder anymore,

I wont make this walk hard, because its always been yours.

No longer looking back, seem the best road ahead.

Why waste time with the ugly and dead.

This prison no longer the place of your rest,

Where we carry no prisoner to feel the bereft.

You always wanted what I couldn't afford,

A beautiful tree, in a midnight storm.

Oh the light up ahead seems warm and inviting

A much better reason to give up on fighting.

The doors are open but I wont follow you,

I wont make trouble for the beautiful youth.

Ill just keep walking and I've still got quite far.

Away from the talented and beautiful, just like you are

Ill stay up with you and make sure you're alright

If it wasn't as pointless as continuing this fight.

What you gain from our shared time,

Is nothing compared, To the talent and magnetism of the visually compared.

I'm not longer a part of your once exciting existence.

You shrug and say oh well, ill carry on and act like nothing happened.

Because I'm nothing alright and you remind me everyday,

When all my answers were just a walk away.

Edward Ramsden

Wrote this a long time ago

The beautiful and talent will always win over the ugly and unlovable.

I don't care what you beautiful people say, you don't know what its like to be ugly and have the whole world grimace at your attempts at making life or smiling.

Because all beautiful people are exactly the same, just with a different perfect facade.

Complain all you want, your beautiful...Smile!

Dont panic

I wish i could say sorry for the pain,

but you wont have to feel it much longer.

I'm nearing the end of this rope and its knotted,

Like every lump in my throat the moment it started.

Don't be sad for me, I'm fine cant you see.

Why worry, the world is bigger than me.

This note itself, wasn't intended to rhyme

But I lost everything I once called mine.

I know what you say, Everyone and everything is right here

If you stood in my head for 3 seconds, my reasons to you would be clear.

My last request will go unheard, so I wrote in a code no body will know

So after all this is over, you wont ever have to fear about me anymore.

No one ever really dies, I hear some are reborn.

To live my life over and never make friends.

So I can live alone and decide every day if I want to live or not.

You know what? I am sorry.

Sorry i couldn't be the person everyone thought I was inside.

I'm a coward and I had a promise i would make peoples lives better, not worse.

I lost my way and I hate the way I Turned out.

I tried to be a better person and am aware of unlucky some people are

Its another reason to go and let that luck and happiness fall onto someone who deserves it.

Ill make some changes and give what I can,

In the last week of living, I'll prove what I am.

The last gift of my life, is taking it away from everyone.

Thanks for the good times, although it might contradict the end result.

Just wanted you to know that I really did have fun.